Red is the only color worth a damn.

 Red blood. 

Why bother with other hues?

 

A blue sky, a green leaf, the yellow grass...  do they, would they, could they motivate?

 

The blush on my face; a flush of red, red blood beneath a blanket of colorless fat.

 

Raise your eyebrow, tilt your head, shift your weight on your hips. You enreden me. 

 

In my over-saturated state of enredment, I cannot control myself.

 

The twitch, the stutter, the stumble, the slur. 

 

The color red. The color of life.

 

I am bered.

 

I hope I am red-worthy. 

 

I want you.

The Smart Move is to Masterbate

 When in doubt, just touch yourself and get on with it.

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I Wish, I Buy

I express myself with a late-night debit card and a click.  And then, I wait for hours.

Why can't this go faster? 

Why must I suffer?

Feed me more

I lack want.

I choose, I regret.

Give me a recommendation.

Nudge me. 

Guide me through the complications, the vexations, the distractions. 

I could never sort this out on my own.

I await your whisper: You know what I'd like. You know what I'd buy.

 

Tell me. 

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Almost met my expectations

 

 

Almost smashed my boundaries...

 

Almost.

 

But my boundaries remain intact. 

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Boredom begets creation

Baby, let's get it on. What else you got to do? What else I gotta do?